I thought If I ignored the fact that I’d miss you, the feeling would go away… I was wrong. All that happened was that I became so distant from everything else. I was emotionally numb but I felt so strong. But then It all hit me, everything that had happened all dawned on me and my feelings all came back at once. All i could do was cry. I sat there alone, with tears down my face and all I could think about was you. After all this pain that this has caused me, I still want you back, even though I know I’ll inevitably get hurt again all I want is you.